I was browsing the internet today for poetry that captures how a family member feels who has an addicted sibling, child, parent, etc. I think this poem captured it beautifully. It is very sad.
The things I need to say.
To voice what’s within my heart
I just can’t find a way.
I’ve held them deep inside.
I didn’t want to face what for so long
You’ve tried to hide.
For so long I’ve seen no light.
Holding on to the memory
of a time when things were right.
And seen the sadness in your eyes.
The battle of addiction
You no longer can disguise.
Of what I myself must do.
And I’ve prayed for the strength to fight
Through the hell that I go through.I’ve held on for so long
But I can no longer watch you die.
I cannot fight this for you
But Lord knows how I’ve tried.
It’s just so hard to watch the ones you love
Slowly slip away.
That’s why I just blocked it out
And held onto yesterday.
I don’t have all the answers
Or the power to save your soul.
You’re broken, lost and lonely
And I cannot make you whole.
This fight is yours and yours alone
No matter what I do.
For I cannot save you
The only one who can is you.
Wow! That is so powerful. This is a great poem though. It really helps us understand both the heartbreak family members feel, and the struggle they go through to stop trying to save someone who doesn’t want to be saved.
Helping teens grow, and families improve connection,
Lauren Goodman, MS, MFT